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Laiki awal she bede ellek we7yat allah hay awal marra b 7ayati b7es b hek e7sas ... we7yat ele 5ala2ni b 3omri ma 7asset b hek shi ... e7saas '3areeb ma b3ref keef ew9efo .. awal she lama 2aret awal comment tdaya2t kteer la2enni 7asset eno el shi ele 9ar metel 7elem eli ... '9aa3 aw b bsa6a kan 7elem w entaha .. aw ma b3ref ... bas lama 2aret el comment ele b3do we7yat allah tdaya2t b shakel b 3omri ma 7asset feeh ..

 

Bede e7kelek kel shi !!! fee sha'3lat b3ref enna ma bethemmek .. w ma b3ref lesh bede e7keeha bas 5la9 ma feeni ektem wala kelme wala 5abbi wala kelme ...

 

Abel kel shi .. ana 7asset b klamek el a5eer enek enjara7te men 7ada byom mn el ayam .. welle jara7ek abdan ma e7tram e7sasek .. shoofi bede 2ellek she .. ana ma b3refek bas sad2eeeh .. pleeeease efhamee w sad2i klaami .. ente bent baree2a betjanen w entaha!!! bedek tsad2e ma bedek tsad2e hay el 7a2e2a .... ana ma 3m e7ki mojarad kalaaam ma b3ref m3nato .. ente ele ma 3m tefhamene w t3refe sho a9di .. mo el 3aks!!

 

Shoofi .. yemken 3refte men 7akye kam sha'3le basee6a 3anni .. Yemken 3refte eno esmi khalid w enno 3omri 2areeb el 20, yemken 3refte enne soori mbayen mn lahjeti .. bas ente ma bt3refe wala shi 3n 6are2et tafkere neha2yan , wel sha'3lat ele 3rfteha kella mojarrad sha'3lat basee6a .. w kel klami ele ktabto ma bedel 3ala shi mn tafkeeri .. bede e7kelek takmelt 2e99a ana 7aketlek bedayeta .....

 

Ana kent '3air ba2i ref2ati metel ma eltelek marra .. w awal shi kent be5telef feeh 3ennon enne ma kent b3teref b mabda2 enno et3raf 3ala 7ada fatra mo2a88ate w m3 el slame ... kanet fekrete lama bede et3raf 3ala bent, lazem 7es b she shadni 3njad elha w koon ad e7sasi w jaddi feeh ..akeed ma r7 7awlo la film drama w 8ays w laila , bas bede koon rejal bklami .. kan bel nesbe eli el shab ele byet3raf 3ala bent w ma bekoon ad klamo w bya5od el maw'9oo3 habal b habal .. mo rejaal abdan ..

 

Yemken 3m e7kelek hal 7aki la2enne enzalamt b yom mn elayam ... lama kent b 9af 11 sheft bent 7elwe w 7asset men jowa enha bent baree2a w mne7a .. kanet awal marra bfker e7ki m3 bent l2ene 3njad 7asset b shi elha aw o3jebt feha .. w t3arrafna w la2et feha ele 7asseto,, 9ar bainna 3la8a b3d fatra w '9alaina fo2 el sentain w no9 .. kan mabda2i ele 7aketlyah men awal yom .. enno el shab law 3eref ykoon zaki w yehtam bel bent ele be7ebba w yet9araf 9a7 .. b 3omra el 3ala8a ma bte5rab ..

 

Mshan hek 7awalt koon ad mabad2i w ehtammait kteer w kanet 3la8etna kteer 7elwe .. bas lel asaf enzalamt byom mn el ayam lamma el denye '3ayyaret hal bent w 9aret ensane tanye .. bsabab zoroof 9aret .. t'3ayart hal bent la aktar bent b3eede 3an el 6eebe wel bara2a .. aktar bent b3eede 3n el ehtemam wel e7sas .. 7awalt kteer et7amal w '9a77i w 2addem w 7awalt kteer rajje3 el 3ala8a metel ma kanet w t7amalt sha'3lat ma 7ada mkani byet7amala .. bas la sabab wa7ed .. ene byom mn el ayam wa3adta ene ma r7 ba33ed 3enha w ma r7 5alli she y'9ay3 3la8etna ..

 

Lel asaf kanet el denye a2wa menni .. 9aret 3la8etna ma9dar 2aza w ez3aaj elna ne7na el tnain .. ma3 enni kent la a5er la7za 3m 7awel koon mesaali w ma et9raf bshakel saye2 .. w hye 6ab3an kanet shi tani .. kanet aktar sha59 byetfannan enno ye2zene w yez3ejni ... kanet malaak w 9aret she taani .. w kel had mo b zanbi abdan! zanbi bas enno el denye 7a6eta b zoroof 9a3be w '3ayyaretha!

 

Kan e7sasi kteer 9a3b bas fa'9alt 7afez 3ala kramti b3d aktar men sene kamle mn enni et7amal w '9a77i bdon fayde ... 7assait eno el denye zalametni kteer .. 7assait ene ma '3le6t w kent a7san men ba2i el shabab ele kano yesta'3elo el banat w ye2zohon .. bas ana kan hada na9eebi .. 6ab3an yemken kan 5air eli w hek allah bedo ! allah a3lam

 

B2ool el 7amdellah .. 5sert 3ala8a bas ma 5sert afkari .. ma '3ayart mabad2i w ma 9ert metl ba2i ref2ati .. ref2ati 9ar 3omron 20 w la hl2 fe menon elli byet'9a7ak 3a aktr mn bent w befaker b aktr mn bent! ana b3omri ma t5yalt koon hek wala r7 koon! 3ndi she mo8addas t3allamto mn zman .. esmo el onoothe .. t3allamt b 7ayati enne mahma en2azait aw mahma kanet el zoroof .. enni ma koon el sabab b dmoo3 ontha b7ebba ... w t3allamt enno mahma bedo ykallefni ... ma esm7 la shi bel denye ye2zi ontha b7ebba .. w kelmet ontha mo metel kelmet bent ... :)

 

Ana b3ref eno el banat b hal aw2at 9aro a'3labon aswa2 mn el shabab a9lan .. w hada el shi ele be5aleeni bdoon 3la8a w bdon ma faker b bent aw et6ala3 b we7de mn el banat ele m3 e7terami elon bas shaklon byw7i bkel she jowahon .. ana ma bdawer 3ala 7ob .. wala bdawer 3ala 3la8a bhek 3omor .. bas law la2et el bent ele betmanaha .. aked ma r7 wa22ef b3eed w '9ayye3 el for9a ..

 

Lamma sheftek .. sheft feeki she ana b3refo .. we7yatek b3ref hal e7saas w mt2ked menno .. ana ma b3ref sho kan a9dek t7dedan b enni r7 '3ayer ra2ye law 3reft ... bas bede 2ellek hal shi .. please efhameeh pleeeeeeeeeease efhameeeeeeeeeeeeeeeh:

 

Fe sha'3lat allah by36eha lal ensaan .. mahma 7awal el ensaan ye9na3a aw ye79ol 3alaiha ma bye2der ... w mennon shi bekon mawjod bel ensan men jowa .. wel nas btshoofo feeh .. hada el shi allah 36akyah .. kel ensan beshofek .. eza kan 3a2el wa3i 6b3an .. r7 y7es enek ensane men jowa me5telfe .. w hada mo bas manzar .. hada she mwjood feeki .. ma tfkri b nfsek '3er hek!! Ana b3tezer 3ala hal 7aki .. bas allah a7yanan byeb3atlna nas b 7ayatna be5arbooha .. be'9ay3o the8atna b nafsna .. be7asesoona enna say2een .. be5aloona net9araf ta9arrofat say2a metlon .. bas hal ma3na hal shi enno ne7na 9erna heek?? la2 abdan!! ne7na b 6abe3etna el a9lyye ele bterj3lna awal ma ye6la3o hal nas mn 7ayatna !!

 

Ele be7ebbek men albo .. welle byehtamellek men albo .. bebee3 eldenye kella mshan yeksabek .. w law kan feeki 3yoob eldenye ma beshofa !! hay wa8e3 mo romancyat .. hay 7a2e2a mo msha3er !! efhameni mshan allah efhameeni !! kman marra bede e3tezer menek 3ala hal 7aki .. bas mo ay 3la8a benmor feeha esma 7ob !! el 7ob she momken n3eesh w net3raf 3ala alf sha59 w ma n3refo !!

 

El 7ob lama tla2i ensan hadafo yshofek mabsoo6a .. mo hadafo ye7kom 3laiki w y8arer ente mne7a aw la2 .. el 7ob lama tla2i ensan yshof 3yobek a7la mn el 3asal .. mahma kanet .. [mahma kanet] .. rakzi 3ala hal kelme .. please efhameeha .. mahma kaaaanet okk??? enshallah kente aswa2 ensane bel denye ,, beshofek ma fe metlek!! hada el 7ob!! el 7ob howe el she ele be'3ayrek !! be5aleeki tfakri b sha59 abel nafsek !! el 7ob e7teraaaam abel ma ykoon ta8yeem w a7kaam w ba6ee5 !! Ana mani kaamel w kel el nas manon kamleen !! el shi ele elti enne law 3refto r7 y'3ayer ra2ye .. sad2eeni tafkerek '3ala6 .. la2ennek 3m tefter'9i enno fe she momken y'3ayr ra2ye feeki ..

 

Ana b7terem el ensane ele shefta jowaki .. abel ma fakker b ay ta9arof 6ele3 menek .. aw b ay shi bt7keeh 3n nafsek .. ana b7terem ele shefto b 3aini feeki .. pleeease efhami klaaami wallah mtdaye2 kteeeer ma b3ref sho 9arli .. b7ayati ma enhazzait heek .. wallah damma3o 3yooni lama 2rait 7akyeek ente ma 3m tfhmeeene ma 3m t7essi belle b7es feeh ..

 

Ente mfkrtene sha59 metli metel aya 7ada .. w 3m t'9alli t3eedi nfs el kelme w nfs el 7aki .. enta ma 3reftne .. enta ma bt3refni .. enta ma bt3ref 3ani shi ... lak ya setti ana m2adder w fhmaan enek ma bt3refe 3enne shi .. w ana kan bede net3raf w ne7ki mshan kel wa7ed y3ref el tani aktr .. bas pleeeeeease efhameni ana mo metel ba2i el nas .. la t2elele enta ma bt3refni !!

 

M3lesh sorry ana kteer menfe3el w kteeeeeeeer t3baaan w b3ref 3m yfoot el 7aki bb3'9o ..b3ref yemken ma wa99alt shi mofeed b klami .. bas please bedde e7ki .. beddi e7ki ele jowati ..

 

2emtek belle jowaki .. mo b maw8ef aw b ta9arof aw b shi 9aar m3ek .. 2emtek belle jowaaaaki!! 2emtek 3and el nas ele bet7ebek men alba .. 2emtek 3nd el nas ele btetmana 3yona shoftek ..

 

Ana asef kteer eza daya2ek klami aw fhemteeni '3ala6 .. allah y5aleeki ma tefhameeni '3ala6 .. ana a9di w neeti kteeer mnee7a .. ana sha59 6ayyeb kteer men jowa w bekrah el 2aswe m3 el bashar .. bel zat m3 el ontha !!

 

Shoofi .. law sho ma kaaan ele 3m t7ki 3enno .... wallah ra2ye ma byet'3yar abdan abdan !! w b3ref 7ali sho 3m e7ki .... b3ref sho 3m tfkri men jowa .. enno ana ahbal w 3m e7ki w mani 3rfan sho 3m 5abbe9 .. bkel el a7wal ana b2akedlek enek ente ele mo 3rfane ana sho 3m e7ki :))

 

Please efhami a5er 7aki bede e7kelekyah ...

 

* Eza ente ma bedek terj3i t7ebbi aw tfoti b3ala8a, la aya sabab mn el asbab .. ana feeni 2elek hal kelemtain ... Ana bw3edek w ana lama ew3ed most7eel koon mo ad klami .. ana bw3edek law 3a6etene for9a koon el ensan ele y7ebbek men albo w y7afez 3laiki w ma yesm7 la aya she bel denye ye2zeeki w yday2ek .. ana bw3edek koon el sha59 ele y3ref 2emtek w ma yet5alla 3annek law sho ma 9ar w law sho ma kan ... ana bw3edek koon el sha59 ele yshofek a7san men 5al2 allah kellon mahma shaaf feeki !! kent betmana t36eeni for9a net3raf walaw ka ref2aat .. w kel wa7ed y3ref el tani aktr .. law mo9erra terfo'9i ma feeni '3ayer ra2yek !!

 

* Eza ente ma bedek t36eni hal for9a la sha59i ana, w mo la2ennek 5ayfe w ma bedek t36i mjal la 7ada ye2ze msha3rek .. fa ana ma feeni 2ellek shi ... heek allah 5ala2na w metel ana bshofek ensane ma fe metla .. yemken enti btshofene sha59 ma benasbek .. ma feni e7ki shi ..

 

- ana 3addalt sha'3le bel website w mfroo'9 hl2 feeki tktebe comment mn el mobile .. mani mt2ked bas be3te2ed hl2 r7 yezbo6 ... law manek 7abbe tktebe she ana ma feni e'9'3a6 3laiki .. ma r7 2ellek ben6orek metel kel marra .. r7 en6or w ana saket ... raddek we9elni bel klam ele 7aketeeh elyom .. w hal 7aki 3m e7kelekyah la2enno ma bede e5sarek ya 7elmi ... la2enni shayfek she ma fe metlo bel koon w ente shayfe she tani ... la2enni ma bede ykoon 5oofek elsabab ele y'9ay3li a7la 7elm shefto w tmasakt feeh ...

 

Eltelekyaha kteer .. ente ma bt3refe 2emtek 3ndi .. w ma bt3refe keef bfaker .. w 3m te7ki 3ala fara'9 ene bfaker metel '3airi ... bas wallah wallah ene shayfek she ma fe metlo ... w ana 9aree7 w ma b5abbi hal 7aki ... wallah bmoot 3laiki bmooooot 3laiki 3m tefhamee??

 

Ana kteeer ma2hoor men jowa ... 5sert awal marra ensane 7abbeta .. w 9aret ensane tanye .. w hal marra kman la2et ensane betjanen w mest3ed efdeeha b 7ayati law fta7etli alba .. bas 3m e5sara ..

ma b3ref hal shi la2enne sade2 b msha3ri? ana kel ele b6lobo ensane erta7 m3ha w koon mbso6 janba w mest3ed 2addemla kel shi feeni 2admo .. wala be6lob menna tkoon aktr mn hek .. w m3 hek ma bla2i hal ensane ....!!
 

wallah ma bt3refe wala r7 t3refe bsho 3m 7ess ......be7leflek bkel dam3a nzlet mn 3yoni ene b7eb rooo7ek w bedyaaaaaaki bedyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaki enteee ma bede e5saaar el bent ele shayef feeha 7elmi !!!