a93ab laile ....

Hay a93ab laile bet3addi 3alaye .. Ma b3ref eza r7 tshofi hl 7aki aw la2 .. bas 3ndi e7sas enek r7 tshofeeh .. w betmana ykon 9a7 ..

 

Mn zman nefsi la2i 7ada yefhamni .. 9a7ee7 enni fa8adt el amal w 3awwadt 7ali enno mo la2i meen yefhamni .. bas a7yanan mahma kenna 2awaya lazem nmor bhek la7za .. ne'93af feeha w ne7taj 7ada yesma3na w yefhamna .. 7ada y2adder ele jowana .. 7ases b ya2s kteer kbeeer .. 7ases 7ali 3m estaslem shway shway .. 3m shoof kel shi b salbyye ... Ma b3ref , feeni sha'3lat '3areebe ..

 

Ana hal shi mn zmaan feeni .. bas t'3ayaret sha'3lat feeni b3d 3la8ti el 2oola ..

 

Ana ensan ma be6lob kteer .. 3ala 3aks el nas .. b7eb ana 2addem w e3mel lal sha59 ele b7ebbo .. asasan b7es b sa3ade kteeer lama e3mel w sawi w koon mnee7 m3 hal sha59 ... bekafeeni shi wa7ed .. bekafeni shoof b3yono eno enbasat men ele 3amalto .. bekafeeni 7es enno hal sha59 kteer m2adder enni b7ayato w enni she byes3edo .. ma bedde aktar mn hek !

 

Kent hek zmaan .. w la hl2 hek ma t'3ayart .. bas ele t'3ayar feeni .. enno 9ert dawwer 3ala shi tani ... kent zman fakker enno elsha59 ele bede koon m3o lazem ykon hek w hek w hek w ...

Hl2 t3allamt shi tani .. t3allamt eno aham she erta7lo w yerta7li .. aham shi koon mbsoo6 m3o w 7ases b shi elo men jowati .. w hal shi r7 yjeeb el ba2i ... ana bel nesbe eli momken et'3a'9a 3n aya shi saye2 b 6abe3et el sha59 .. la2enni ana bel nesbe eli feeni sha'3lat say2a metel aya 7ada ... w b3ref lama la2i sha59 erta7lo w 7ebbo w howe yla2i feene nfs el shi .. b3ref eno kel wa7ed feena bye2der y'3ayr el tani .. ana feni '3ayr sha'3lat feeh w howe kman nfs el shi ... hek ref2ati, fyon sha'3lat kteer moz3eje a7yanan bas bertaa7 ma3on mshan heek b7eb 2a'9i wa2ti m3on daiman .. la2enni berta7 m3on ! benbse6 m3on kteer .. mahma kent metdaye2 berta7 law 2'9ait shwayt wa2t m3on .. Akeed el 7ob wel 3la8a '3air ,, bas t3allamt eno hal shi mafroo'9 ykon asas el 3laa8a .. ana w sha59 bnerta7 la b3'9 w bnnbs6 m3 b3'9 ... t7a2a2et benna 9ada8a w 7abena b3'9 .. w be'9al netfaham 3ala kam sha'3le .. law kenna bn7eb b3'9 jaddyan r7 ykoon kter sahel el tafahom ............ walah ma b3ref lesh 3m e7ki kel hal 7aki a9lan ..

 

B3d awal 3ala8a y2est kteeer w 7asait b e7sas jedan moz3ej la2eno mo sahel el wa7ed ye5sar aktar men sentain w no9 mshan ananyeee w sha'3lat malha ma3na .... kteer y2est .. w nseet b3den ,, w eja yom ele sheftek w reje3 t7arrak shi feeni .. 7assait eno hal marra hay bedayet she 7eloo ... kent abla ya2saan w 7ases eno ma 3ndi shi 2admo la 7ada abdan .. 7ases enni mani mesta3ed '9a7i b absa6 she mshan 7ada ... bas lama sheftek w 7ket m3ek reje3 we3i feeni nfs el e7sas el2adeem .. e7sas enni sha59 feeni e3mel w 2addem .. e7sas bel a7ra enni "beddi" e3mel w sawwi .. bede kooon janbek bede 2a'9i wa2t 7elo m3ek bede 5aleeki mbsoo6a bede ehtam feeki bede e3mel aya she kermal 3yoonek ,, 3ala fekra 3yonek betjanneeeeeeeeeeeeen .. elmohem .... w b3ref 7ali addesh b7es b sa3aaade kbeere law sawwet shi basee6 la 7ada b7ebbo .... Ma b7eb e3temed 3ala 7ada .. w b7eb kteeer elnas t3temed 3laye w tkoon 2awye m3i ....

 

El bent ele kent mertbe6 feha zman kanet b 3omri ..... bas m3 haik kanet 3la8etna ka2enno fee baina far2 kber 3njad .. kent b 2adda bas ana bdeer bali 3laiha w bt3temed 3laye bkel shi .. kel shi b ma3na el kelme w ka2enni akbar menna b kam sene .... la2enni ana b7eb heek koon .. b7eb koon ma9dar sa3ade w 2owe lal nas ele 7awalaye ... w el7mdellah b a'3lab el a7yan benja7 b hal shi

3ala fekra, ana b3ref eno mar7alt el 3omr ele ente feha mar7ale kter 7assase w lazem ma tmorri b shi ten2azi feeh bhek mar7ale abdan ... w ana law mani wase8 b 7ali 100% ene r7 koon sha59 mnee7 m3ek w enni ma r7 ejr7ek abdan wallah ma kent a9arrait abdan w kent ens7abt men el maw'9oo3 .. la2enne b3ref hal shi mas2olye w law ma kent adda mafroo'9 ma ew3ed w 7awel a9lan .... ana kteer be7terem msha3er el bent w law bede kon sabab ye2zeeha bba3ed fwran ....

 

We7yat allah kteeer elek mkaane kbere jowaye ... 6ool youmi bet5ayalek m3i wallah bkel la7za ... betmana tkooni m3i w bensa eldenye wel nas kellon .... ana lama ew9al la hek mar7ale w ana 3m e7ki hal 7aki .. bekoon ele jowaati 3m y3azebni kteeer mo shway ... kteeer t2ammalet w hl2 kteer ya2saan ... ma b7eb hal e7sas jarrabto marra men abel w ma bede jarbo kman .... bas ma feni e3mel shi .. 3m 7es b ya2s aktar w aktar ...

 

Ana met2aked enek r7 te2reeh hek 7ases ma b3ref lesh ... w wallah 7awalt kteer ma ektob hal 7aki w ma7eet kteer .. bas ma 2dert ... wallah ma 7ada 3m yefhamni abdan abdan ... law fhemteeni hal shi bekafeeni .. Enti ma bt3refe enti sho bel nesbi eli , wala r7 t3refe ..... Enti bel nesbi ele shi kteer 7elo .. w kente sabab enne rje3t 7es b 2ejabye w b 2owe marra tanye ... w betmana tdalli sabab hal shi la a5er yom b 3omri ....Betmanna ... kteer 9a3be hal kelme....