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Emmmm hal mara ana ele ma b3ref sho bede e7ki ..

 

Ana b3ref ene '3le6t b sha'3eltain .. awal sha'3le yemken ana ma 3reft 5alli klami aw elle jowati wa'9e7 .. yemken 7awalt 3abber 3enno b 6are2a 7elwe mshan hek wa9allek fekra '3ala6 ...

 

Ana b e5te9ar w b kelmaat "wa8e3ye" , lama sheftek o3jebt feeki w 7aset 7ali kteer erta7telek w enek bent kteer mne7a .. kan mojarrad e7saas momken ykoon '3ala6 momken ykoon 9a7 .. w men jowati kent me8tene3 bhal shi .. eno lesato mojarad e7sas .. mshan hek 7aket m3ek w la 7ad awal w tani marra b3te2ed kel she kan 3ady .. bas b3da '3le6t la2enni metel ma elteeli nseet aw "tnasayt" ele 7aketelyah awal marra .. w eltelek ma b3ref lesh hek 3malt bas yemken kent 3m ewhem 7ali aw shi ..

 

w b3d ma 7aket m3ek bhal kam marra w mn 6are2et klamek bel 7aki el mo5t9ar ele ktabteeh kam marra bel comments .. kent daiman shoof b 6are2t el 7aki she 7elo , hal she kan 3m y5aleeni et2kad eno el 9oora ele rasamta b bali elek a2rab w a2rab .. la hl2 w lal yom ana ma b3ref 3enek she ela 2aleeel .. w la hl2 b3ref eno e7temal kel she bfaker feeh ykon 5a6a2 .. bas hada ele 9ar m3i b e5te9ar enni 7asset b shi kteeeeer beshedni elek  ....

 

Laiki el 2e99a enne O3jebt feeki w 9ert kteer faker feeki w nefsi et3araf 3laiki .. bas kent wa3i w b3ref eno yemken tkoni ensane tanye '3er ele t5ayalta,,, fe she yemken kaman ma kan wa'9e7 bklami .. yemken ente fkartene eno ektafait bel kam nazra w 8arart jowaty enek el bent ele bfaker feeha w entaha el maw'9oo3 .. bas mo hada ele 9ar, b3ref ene 7akait kteer w 7akye faat b ba3'9o bas betmana te2reeh w tefhameeh la2eno halla2 hal shi behemni aktr mn aya she tani ..

 

Ele 9ar enno lama ana 3malt hal blog w ktabt 3laiha el 7aki ele kent katbo bel awal .. kent metzakker jwabek ele jawabtenyah , bas kan hadafi enne 6alle3 ele jowati w e7keeh yemken erta7 .. w ba2i el 7aki yalli kent 3m ektebo kman kan bedde wa9ellek menno ele b7eso .. la2eno bbsa6a t5ayali 7alek bt7esse b shi aw mo3jabe kteer b sha59 w e7sasek jowaki? ma b3ref keef momken ykon el maw'9o3 bel nesbe elek bas ana bel nesbe eli 9a3b w ma berta7 ella lama 3abber 3enno ...

 

W berj3 b2elek kan mojarad e7sas bel awal , w kan bedde e6lob menek bokra aw b3do enno n7ki w nt3araf 3ala b3'9 aktar , w kan bede e7kelek 3n 7ali w a3ref 3ennek w ............. 6ab3an la hl2 el '3al6a mawjoda ene nseet jawabek mn zman .... w had el shi elle ma b3ref sho beddi e7ki 3enno, yemken kent 3m nassi 7aali la2enni ma bede etdaya2 .. ya3ni 3m ewhem 7ali b e5te9ar ..

 

Ana ma bedde tefhami el 2e99a enni bas hek sheftek marra w 9ert e3tebrek a7san ensane bel koon .... ana eltelek o3jebt feeki awal she ka shakel w tani shi ka sha'3lat 7asset ena jowaki .. w kan bede et3raf 3laike w et2kad mn e7sasi .. w kel klami ele bktebo men albi w b7es feeh bas eltelek yemken l2enne 7abait wa9lo b 6are2a 7elwe enfaham '3ala6 aw ....... ma b3ref!

 

Ma r7 6awel 3laiki aktar men hek ... Ana b bsa6a nefsi et3raf 3laiki aktar w ente t3refeni aktar ,, w kent bede e7kelek hal shi ... law kan she momken akeed r7 koon kteer mabsoo6 feeh, law kan mo momken kman bet2abbal hal shi w ana bkon '3al6an la2enne awhamt 7ali aw ....

 

W A5er shi 3njad be3tezer mennek lal marra el alf la2enni kel marra be3tezer 3a hal '3al6a w berj3 b3mela ... Ana ma kan ma29adi ene ma e7terem jawabek ... bas ana nafsi men jowa tjahalto la2enni kent mo adran et5ayyal fekret ene ensa hal e7saas .. w kel ma shofek w etzkrek b7es enno kteeer 9a3b hal shi ...